.: As life continues :.

Here are some pics from my Nikah ceremony, 3 months ago
More pics in my FB.

Venue: Rumah Warisan, Kemaman.

Nikah Ceremony

All-white!

Cincin, mas kahwin & hantaran

If you were to choose one of the objects above, on what basis will you choose?

It’s easy to choose an object. If you choose the green bottle, the red bottle & blue bottle won’t feel anything (I suppose). I can assure that they won’t hold grudges against me.

What happen if you have to choose a person? No, I’m not taking about choosing potential life partner here (please reserve you wild assumptions).

Many people has contributed some thing in my life. In every stage of my life. I am grateful for that. Very thankful, indeed. I am surrounded by great people around me (after having hard times eliminating the crappy ones).

I might have thousands of friends & acquaintances. I value each and every one of them. But, I think it is not my mistake that you do not have affinity for each other. Or worse, dis-liking each other.

Do not ask me to choose. It would be unfair to me. Do not put me in a difficult situation.

If I adore & give compliments to Person A, it does not mean that I favor Person A compared to Person B. And it does not make Person B relatively less adequate than Person A. Person B might help me or contribute in so many ways that Person A can’t.

Arrghh.. enough talking. I’m sure that Person A & Person B won’t read this entry.

Yesterday, I just told a dear friend of mine to hang in there. Told that person that I’m not giving up hope and I’m not quitting on things.

But today, I just feel like I need someone to hold me and say “Everything’s gonna be all right..”

Today, i realized that I started writing in internet since TEN years ago. I learned a little bit of HTML during my long break after SPM examination (in 1999). Syahiera’s Corner was my first website i created using Macromedia Dreamweaver. My audience were school students, especially my brothers & sister.

Then, I subscribed to a webhosting provided by Budihost . After discussing with the IT consultant (who is also my brother), he advised me to turn the website into BLOG. He explained that managing blog is simpler than managing a personal website. Since i was busy myself finishing my degree at that time, i agreed with his suggestion. Thus, I started Syahiera.com in October 2005. It served the function as a medium for me to write. I dont think people would read what i wrote as I ain’t a famous person. However, i gathered some interested readers with me.

A few years later, I bought the domain Syahierafarhana.com.

Initially, I’m not a fan to blogs. I tried but blogging just makes me feel ‘naked’. I don’t know how to set the limitations on what to write and what not to write. However, I come to this.

Enjoy reading..

This is my last day in KL.

One of my friends once told me.. “You’ll miss KL one day”. Hmm..well, I dunno. I always have this love-hate relationship with the city Kuala Lumpur (no offense ya KL ppl). Maybe I’m not that ‘city girl’ enuf. I love living in KL when I have endless shopping complexes and various boutiques to choose upon. And, not forgetting Isetan with it’s endless sales & promotion. But. I really hate it when I’m stuck in traffic jam and having to pay overpriced parking charges etc (the most i’ve paid for parking at KLCC was RM 20.50…and I felt like crying!) Yeah, we don’t have that in Kuantan / Tganu.

I’m not good in moving places. I mean, when I have to vacant my current residence and settle in a different one. Phew..! It really drains my energy out…esp for people like me, who has tonnes of clothes, handbags and shoes!!

I’m thinking.. whether I need a high dose of caffeine or a SLAP in the face! Reason being.. ngantuk!!

What is happening to me? I take substantial hours of sleep, but still sleepy. My body is aging? I couldn’t deny that, too. I can feel that my metabolism is slower than my youngers years..huhu..

I still have a lot of things to do..I’m at the final part of my master’s program. Have to do major tasks in May..and preparing to submit in June. I only have pieces of them now..here and there. Owh.. Ya Allah.. And it’s May 12th. Only a few weeks before June comes. I’m really behind time.. Isk.. On the contract, my one-year study leave will end soon.. on June 24th, 2009. After that, will start working back.

Ya Allah..please gimme strength and courage..so that I can finish this program.. and after that only I can plan for the next big step in life – kawen start applying to do PhD, maybe.